THROUGH
A LENS DIMLY
WATCH YOUR ASS
By Dick Kraus
Newsday Staff Photographer (retired)
Life is fraught with peril. Surveys have been taken to determine
how dangerous various trades and professions are. Within the media,
the pressroom has proven to be the most dangerous craft of all
in the newspaper business. Pressmen are always getting caught in
the spinning machinery with resulting loss of life or limb. It
comes with the territory. Statistics say that it is much more dangerous
than say, working as a photojournalist. I don’t mean to be
flippant about it, but you rarely hear of a news photographer getting
his/her finger caught in his/her focal plane shutter. I’m
sure that such a thing has happened. It happened to me once, when
I
was blowing dust off of the LCD on my digital Nikon and my finger
slipped from the shutter release that was set on “Bulb.” The
shutter closed around my other fingers, startling me but causing
me no injury. Things like that never get into the statistical record
books.
And yet, I just heard that another journalist was killed in
Iraq bringing the total in that war to more than were killed
in the
combined conflicts in Southeast Asia. Most of that number were
photographers.
The Digital Journalist has paid tribute to many of our brethren
who lost their lives bringing dramatic proof of the horror of
war into the homes of our readers. The numbers continue to mount
as
wars continue to be waged around the world. This too, comes with
the territory
.
The brave and dedicated men and women who risk their lives and
well-being every moment that they are in a war zone are well
aware of the phrase “watch your ass.” They wear helmets
and body armor and are always looking over their shoulders.
However, the number of news photographers who cover “bang,
bang,” as it is known in the trade, are a small minority
among the photographers in the business. This is obviously why
pressmen still hold the edge when it comes to dangerous professions.
For the rest of us, who never went out looking for “bang,
bang,” there were times when “bang, bang” came
looking for us. The world around us can be, and often is, a violent
place. We news photographers sometimes find ourselves in peril
without a clue that the potential is there. The day can start out
as another ho hum, boring day with ho hum, boring assignments.
And suddenly, there we could be, staring death in the eye.
Such was the case with two of my friends and associates when
the helicopters from which they were photographing ordinary,
peaceful
assignments, lost power and fell from the sky. Both of them
ended up with lasting disabilities.
Flying always holds the possibility for disaster. It was bad
enough when we flew in planes; with wings. Wings are good.
Birds have
them and they work very well for them. Now we use helicopters.
Helicopters have no parallel in nature. They have no wings
and when the helicopter loses power, gravity takes over in
a very
dramatic fashion.
In my long career as a news photographer, I was asked to fly
many aerial assignments. In the beginning, I was young, adventurous
and indestructible. I jumped at each opportunity. I started
out in planes; Piper Cubs and Tri-Pacers, and later on, helicopters.
Helicopters were amazing (except for the no wings thing.) I
could
ask the pilot to “back up a little.” You can’t
do that in a Piper Cub.
Now, sitting in the comfort and security of my home in my retirement
years, I look back and think of the risks that I took during
my working years. As long as I’m on the subject, I can think
of some hairy experiences in the air. I won’t bore you with
a lot of details since I’ve already published journals describing
many of my adventures. I will just give you thumbnail descriptions
in order to make my point about “watching your ass.”
It was one of those ordinary days that didn’t exhibit anything
that might kill me. I called the desk when I completed my assignment
and was directed to get to the airport where the pilot and
plane that we used for our aerial photographs was based. We were
to get
some aerial photos of a large brush fire that was blazing away
in the Central Islip area. We spent most of our air time on
the up-wind side of the fire so that I could photograph the flames
and the towering column of smoke that obliterated everything on
the
downwind
side. When I felt that I had enough of that I asked our pilot
to fly to the other side of the smoke so I could take a look-see
in
case there was a worthwhile shot over there. Bob nodded his
assent and we headed through the dense smoke. I was looking down
from
my side of the plane, for an opening in the smoke, while Bob
was looking out his side. Suddenly my stomach was in my throat
as our
small plane dropped like a stone. I looked up in a panic, thinking
that we had been caught in a great downdraft caused by the
fire below. Instead, my eyes beheld a huge gray shape speeding
past,
just above and in front of our nose. It was a large commercial
jet liner on final approach to nearby Long Island MacArthur
Airport. Our tiny plane was buffeted by the big jet’s slip
stream until Bob could regain control and get us away from the
turbulence.
Bob was always the model of a safety conscious pilot. He never
took risks and I never had a moment’s concern for my life
when I flew with him. He had notified Air Traffic Control at the
airport that we would be working in the area and they should have
warned us that an incoming flight was in our vicinity. But, we
never were made aware until we were almost splattered across the
landscape below.
Another time, I was flying with an amateur pilot and his girlfriend
who were part of a parade of antique aircraft that were accompanying
a replica of Charles Lindburgh’s historic Spirit of St.
Louis. It was making a fly-over Roosevelt Field where the original
plane
had taken off for the first non-stop solo flight across the
Atlantic by a single engine plane. There were about 30 old
planes lined
up behind the replica and we all were warned to stay in line
according to the number issued to us by the organizers of the
show. It was
obvious that the plane that I was in was too far back to get
any useful photos of the Spirit of St. Louis. I said as much
to my
pilot who told me not to worry. When we got close to the “fly-over” spot,
he would move us up so I could get pictures. At the appropriate
time, we moved forward. I had my camera up to my eye and was
waiting for just the right moment to begin shooting. Suddenly
another antique
plane popped up between me and my target. I looked up and saw
that every one of the 30 planes had broken formation in order
to get
a good look at the Spirit. And, none of the pilots were watching
where they were going. They were too busy ogling the replica.
That included the dolt who was piloting the plane I was in.
Another
plane popped up right in front of us and it seemed that our
prop was about to chew the other’s tail assembly off.
I gasped and hit the shoulder of our pilot who looked up and
promptly put
our plane into a steep dive which almost caused us to smash
into yet another plane that was flying right below us. For
the next
few minutes, we corkscrewed through the air, trying to avoid
crashing into the motley collection of aircraft that filled
the sky. When
we finally landed, I jumped out of the plane as soon as we
rolled to a stop. I dropped to my knees and kissed the tarmac.
“
Oh, come on,” our pilot said. “It wasn’t that
bad.”
“
Yes it was,” I said.
The 60’s and 70’s were volatile times. With the Vietnam
War raging in Southeast Asia, there were demonstrations on
the home front pitting doves against hawks; those who wanted the
US
to get out of Vietnam and those who wanted to nuke the enemy.
It was also a time of racial strife with ghettos in major cities
across
the country in flames. In both cases, the media was looked
upon with distrust by hawks and doves as well as by blacks and
whites.
There were times when news people were pelted with bricks
thrown from rooftops and backed up against the wall and threatened
by one side or another. We couldn’t try to get help from
the cops. They didn’t want us on the scene; making pictures
of them clobbering some demonstrator over the head with a
billy club or dragging some of them, kicking and screaming to a
police van in handcuffs.
This was really a time to “watch your ass.” It certainly
wasn’t “bang, bang” in its truest sense.
But, there were time when shots would ring out and we would
throw ourselves
under the nearest car until it was safe to come out.
Just covering an ordinary news event had its pitfalls. Senator
Robert Kennedy, the brother of slain President John F.
Kennedy, was dropping in at Brentwood High School, one
morning. He
was coming from New York City by helicopter to greet the
students.
I stood
out on the athletic field with the entire student body,
waiting for the chopper to land so I could get the Senator
and the
students interacting. I managed to get through the crowd
and was standing
by the helicopter as Kennedy emerged and the crowd of students
surged toward him. I became separated from him by a group
of enthusiastic students and in order to make shots of
him shaking
hands, I had
to revert to an old news photographer’s trick of raising
the camera over my head with both hands and shooting blind as I
aimed my lens in the general direction while pressing the motor
drive button. It’s known in the trade as shooting a “Hail
Mary” referring to a prayer we would mutter under
our breath as a plea for divine intervention that we were
aiming our lenses
accurately.
Before my arms raised the camera to its full height, my
camera was struck a violent blow from behind. It flew from
my grasp
and landed at my feet. Dumbstruck, I whirled to see who
had the audacity
to prevent me from making my shot. I was face to face with
a large, beefy Suffolk County cop. Before I could express
my outrage,
he
shook his head twice and pointed upwards. Just above me,
the huge blades of the helicopter were winding down, but
still
spinning with enough force to have lopped my arms off at
the wrists. I
was
so intent on getting a shot that I hadn’t been watching
my ass. Fortunately, the cop had been or I would be been
typing out
this journal on my computer with a pencil in my teeth.
In 1987 I spent the entire summer covering the odyssey of “The
Islip Garbage Barge.” Due to the environmental impact of
our method of burying our garbage in the ground and polluting our
drinking water, the EPA had ordered Long Island landfills to be
closed. That meant transporting our refuse to other locations.
Someone came up with a scheme to make money out of that and filled
a barge with a load of commercial waste (mostly paper from businesses)
that he would then sell to farmers in the south to be buried as
compost. This enterprise backfired when local governments refused
to allow a barge loaded with New York garbage to defile their pristine
communities. The barge became a pariah as it was chased away from
every port it encountered. A reporter and I managed to get aboard
the tug that was towing the barge and we became friends with the
captain and crew. This led to our being invited to stay aboard
the tug any time we so wished. The tug and barge wound up back
in NY and I would spend days with them as politicians and environmentalists
battled back and forth over the disposition of the cargo. People
would ask me how I could stand to spend so much time around such
a load of garbage. The truth was that since it was mostly paper,
it didn’t stink. It had the faint musty odor of newspapers
that were stored in a damp basement.
It was a really great assignment, being out on the water
during those warm summer months. Certainly not any cause
to suspect
impending danger. But, it was there, waiting in the wings.
In the course of getting out to the barge at various locations,
I would charter boats to get us from a pier to wherever
the tug and barge were anchored. When it was back in NY
waiting
for the
pols and the tree huggers to iron out the details, the
tug and barge were anchored in Gravesend Bay in Brooklyn.
I had
contracted
with a boat owned by a dentist who leased his 35 foot sport
fisherman to anyone who had the money. The boat was fast,
modern and comfortable
and was crewed by a young hired captain and mate. Whenever
I needed to get out to the barge, I would phone the captain
and
by the time
I drove to the dock where the boat was kept, the crew had
everything ready for us to cast off. I would transfer to
the tug and if
I only needed to be there for a few hours, the boat would
anchor nearby until I was ready to leave. If I needed to
stay on the
tug
for several days, the boat would leave until I would call
again.
It was
a perfect arrangement until one windy weekend. Gravesend
Bay was a bit choppy when we headed out. But, the 35
foot sports fisherman cut through it nicely and the large ocean
going tug
sat as still as a rock as I stepped from one boat to
the
other. When
I was ready to leave, later that afternoon, I radioed
the captain of the chartered boat to pick me up. Conditions
had worsened
as the day progressed. Not so much from the wind as from
the lumpy
water conditions caused by the increasing small boat
traffic on that summer Sunday. The barge had been the subject
of
many news
stories and joked about on the late night Johnny Carson
show. It had become a popular tourist attraction as it
sat in the
shallow waters off of Brooklyn. The tour boats around
Manhattan now made side excursions to show people
the latest NY attraction. And everyone who took the family
boat
out for
a
Sunday spin would cruise past for a close look. All of
the wakes from all of those boats kicked up some very
lumpy water
in our
vicinity.
My charter
captain edged his pristine white yacht close to the salt begrimed
tug with old auto tires festooned
around
her hull to act as bumpers. I stood out on one of those
tires, ready
to step across when the gap closed. The charter captain
was leery about bringing his boss’s lovely white
hull against the black rubber tires which would surely
leave a black smudge. He gingerly
brought his boat closer but avoided contact as both boats
were now rising and falling in the lumpy waters. Strapped
around my neck I had two Nikons
with heavy auto-focus lenses attached. As I stood on the
tire bumper, I held onto a railing on the tug
with one hand and with the other outstretched arm, I was
able to pass my heavy camera bag across the gap to the
mate on the charter
boat. Now it was just a matter of stepping across the narrow
gap between the two boats and releasing my grip on the
tug’s
railing.
I had to time my transfer because as one boat was rising
on a wave, the other would be descending. Just as the
two boats
became
level
with one another, I let go of the tug, and lunged across,
grabbing a rail that ran across the fly bridge of the
sports fisherman.
Unfortunately, at that very moment, the charter captain
felt that he was going to brush his boat against those
nasty tires
on the
tug, incurring the wrath of his employer. He shoved
the clutches of his twin engines into reverse gear
and revved
the throttles
pulling me off the tug before my feet found any footing
on the smaller boat. I hung off the charter boat, hanging
on
for dear
life with one hand. I looked down at the gray water
beneath my dangling feet and realized that if I let
go, the weight
of my
Nikons and lenses would take me right to the bottom
of the bay. My new
found friend, the Captain of the tug, shouted to the
crew of the charter boat to grab me before I slipped
off. The
mate,
who had
just been standing in the boat’s cockpit watching, finally
came out of his stupor and grabbed my feet and placed them on the
boat’s deck which allowed me the opportunity to stop flapping
in the wind. It wasn’t until I was safely aboard that I realized
how close I had come to becoming a statistic for photojournalists
in dangerous jobs. And, this had not been a dangerous assignment
when the day began. Good grief.
There are times when we go out on the road, vaguely aware of the
possible dangers that are out there, waiting for us to
get careless. Anytime
we venture out on the crowded roads on Long Island, we
run the risk of an accident. The Long Island Expressway is
a known
killer of men.
Add a little ice or snow, or even a sudden summer thunderstorm
and the odds for trouble increase. Actually, this danger
isn't the sole
purview of news photographers. Anyone who uses a car for
business runs the same risks. Where the paths diverge
is in extreme
weather; hurricanes, blizzards, etc, when most normal
people stay home.
Those are the times that we are up to our teeth in danger
and really need
to
watch our asses.
Let me conclude my dissertation with one more personal
experience.
A van rolled
over on a rain slick curve killing several occupants.
They were Haitian immigrants who were being driven
to work at a Long Island factory. I covered a few of the funerals
and then
was
sent
with a reporter to
Haiti
to do stories on the impoverished families who subsisted
on the checks that they received from their breadwinners
in the
US.
Haiti has
always been a tinderbox for trouble. The poverty on that benighted
island is so crushingly bad that its citizens are driven to extreme
measures just to exist. And, the government is so corrupt and
unscrupulous that there is no hope at all for any sense of normalcy.
The reporter
and I had been warned to watch our asses. We had hired a driver/interpreter
to assist us. I told him that I wanted to get some photos of
the Presidential Palace in the capitol of Port O'Prince. He cautioned
me that I would likely be the only white face out on the street
and that would draw attention to me. Especially with my cameras
hanging over my shoulder. He said that the local constabulary
and the military are noted for shooting anyone they deem suspicious,
asking questions later. The area surrounding the Palace is a
well known shooting gallery. He suggested waiting until the following
day. It would be a holiday honoring the country's military and
there would be large crowds on hand in front of the Palace to
view
the parades and hear the President speak. But, he added this
cautionary note. He warned me never to allow myself to get caught
too far from a side street into which I could duck in
the event trouble started. "Don't get caught against any
walls or buildings that will prevent your escape. And be especially
wary
of the
police
or military closing off both ends of the main thoroughfare, trapping
people in the middle. They have been known to rake the street
with automatic weapons."
Jeez, what
a country.
I ventured
to the Palace, the next day and was very mindful of his warnings.
The plaza in front of the Palace was packed with Haitians. I
didn't see any other white
faces and I drew more than my fair share of stares as I made
some pictures of the Palace and the activity that swirled about.
When I
saw convoys of covered troop carrying trucks enter the plaza
from either end, I made my way toward the nearest intersecting
side street where I paused to see what would happen. Another
covered truck pulled to the curb right in front of me. I could
see through gaps in the canvas that the benches in the back were
filled with what appeared to be a large group of high ranking
officers, if all of the gold stars and ribbons on their uniforms
were of any significance. They were rip-roaring drunk and were
a boisterous bunch as they passed bottles of whiskey back and
forth.
At that
point, I decided that my presence at the party was no longer
required.
Yet, this
was not to be the most dangerous part of this assignment.I asked
our guide about the possibility of going up into the mountains
that
ring Port O'Prince and the beautiful harbor that makes it
such an important port. I wanted to get a nice overall of the
place, possibly for the story that we were doing and also for
a possible travel piece that I had in mind. The travel piece
never
came
to fruition when I learned, upon my return to the paper, that
no one travels to Haiti anymore. Poverty and rampant lawlessness
has all but eliminated the island as a tourist destination
Our guide
was hesitant about taking us up the mountain. He told us that
the high ground is a haven for bandits who prey upon the unwary
and the lush jungle overgrowth is a convenient dumping grounds
for the bodies of their victims. I thought that this was a stretch
of his over active imagination, thinking that he didn't want
to go to the trouble of this side trip. He reluctantly agreed
to take us, the next day, with the proviso that we would turn
back if it looked too dicey.
The following
day found us driving out of the city, towards the mountains that
rose up abruptly at the outskirts. We noticed that the further
we progressed from the center of the city, the worse the road
became. There was no money to repair the crumbling infrastructure
and for years the roads in and out of the city had been falling
into disrepair. By the time we were a quarter of the way up the
mountain, the road had turned into crumbled and rutted asphalt
that soon became nothing more than tire tracks in the grass and
eventually turned into a goat track. All of the magnificent hardwood
trees for which Haiti had been noted had long since been cut
down and sold for lumber and for local use as firewood. All that
remained were stumps and a lush overgrowth of bramble and vines.
Our driver
knew of a clearing near the top that would allow me an unobstructed
view of the panorama that I sought. We passed by crude hovels
that served as homes for some of the ragged poor who lived in
unimaginable poverty and we saw groups of children in tatters
or naked, staring at us as we bounced across the rutted track.
Our car
lurched to a sudden stop as we rounded a curve. Ahead of us was
an old, battered sedan, barring our path. We couldn't go around
it because the underbrush on either side of the path was too
dense at that point. Our driver had stopped about 200 feet from
the car, where three men leaned against the hood.
"Stay here
and keep down," our driver hissed. "I'll go see what they want,
but under no circumstaces should you get out of the car."
He needn't
have worried. We weren't planning to go anywhere. He locked the
doors behind him as he exited the car and walked over to the
three men and their car. We could see them in conversation for
several minutes before he turned and walked quickly back to us.
"We are
in much danger," he said. "They say that their car is stalled
and they cannot push it off the road to let us pass. They say
that if we all join them, we can push their car so that we can
proceed. But," he went on, "I saw a pistol in the belt of one
of those banditos. If we get out, they will steal everything
we carry and then they will kills us and push us off a cliff
where no one will ever find our bodies. You lay down in the back
seat. I will quickly turn this car around and get out of here
before they realize what we are doing."
We did
as he asked and he whipped our car around on the narrow track
and sped back the way we had come. I didn't hear any gunshots,
but who knows? We careened back up that treacherous path until
we were well out of sight, and even then we drove faster than
was comfortable until we put some distance between us and our
would be assassins. We managed to find another goat path that
would lead us around the other side of the mountain, away from
trouble. We even stopped at a point where I was able to take
fifteen seconds to grab the shot that I wanted. And then we returned
to the relative security of the city.
At breakfast,
the next morning, in the dining room of the dilapidated Holiday
Inn where we were staying, I overheard a conversation between
a German businessman and another man.
"I was
told to hire a local to guard me and the large sum of money I
carry to transact this deal, so I did. He stood outside my room
all
night.
But,
truthfully, I was more terrified of him and the Uzi he carried
than anyone from whom he guarded me. I can't wait to get out
of this nightmare country."
I felt
the same way. In all of my experiences, I have never felt more
in peril than I did during those five days in Haiti.
You never
know, in this business, when you will turn a corner on a peaceful
street and come face to face with your mortality.
So, for
cryin' out loud, watch your ass.
Dick Kraus
http://www.newsday.com
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