Farming is something you've got to love it to do it.  There's alot of things that you can gain from it...everything that I have gained in my lifetime has been through meeting of other people.  On a day-to-day basis, just giving a helping hand - a good word of encouragement to somebody is something that I really love.  I say that I don't see how a person could farm and not be religious.  You've got to have touch with somebody that has more to offer - more power than you.  You just can't deal with it on your own.  When you think that you can deal with it on your own, I think you are going at it in the wrong way.  I always believe that whatever I wanted to do, and if I prayed about it and thought about it, I felt that it will always come to be, and that's part of my life...people talk about they want to die with their boots on.  I tell them I want to die on the farm.  This is what I am about.